hey hey hey there everyone how r things goin with u guys???? me ok i guess well i'm single once again but surpriseing i didn't cry or even care..... haha the ass thought i was lieing to him n all so yeah...... but i had a good time with what we did have he was a great guy..... o yeah i never said ne thing about him on here hahaha.... i'm such a dork.... well yeah i meet a guy at subway n we talked n hooked up then he got mad cuz he said i lied to him which i didn't so i don't understand so i don't care i don't feel ne pain in me so i'm guessing that is a sign or somethan i dunno but yeah...... well i still like the one guy i have for a while i really hope things do work out cuz from what i hear he likes me too but i dunno. so yeah thats pretty intersting... gosh this school year went by so fast i can't believe its over!!!!!!!!!!!! im gonna miss all my senour buddies even thou i will still see some of them over the summer but thats besides the point i won't see them all the time like i normaly do n i won't have them to make me laugh when i need it but yeah there always a phone call away....lol..... well yeah i guess thats all for now so yeah i'm gonna end it here n go hang out with my friend so yeah..... byebye

luv always
jessica

wow its been a while since i wrote on this..... well ive been really busy so yeah. i don't have much to say right now. so ill write tomorrow...

jessica

well i dunno what to do things just seem never to really go the way i would like them too...... well i just relized why i don't open up to people.... i finally thought about it really hard n all n i'm just not fonna do it ne more im tired of the outcome of it all i just don't get i tell poeple what they want to here n all but all i get back is a negative thing i just don't get it..... when someone i trust asks me somethin sure i'll tell them if i feel they r ready n all but i just dunno ne more..... someone that i thought alot about ask me somethin a while ago after i had the worse night of my life at a dance i never thought i would have a night like i did..... well that person asked me a question n i ansered straight up n all n i thought i would get kinda the same thing back which i kinda did.......  but as time went on it really didn't seem that way.... i mean i really thought about it n this person can make me laugh n all and i know that i can trust umm.... n i still do n a way i love to hang out with that person as well..... gosh i just dunno what to do ne more im just hinkin about givin up on it all.... well i really don't know what to do like i keep sayin... well i'm gonna end it here i'll write more later i have to get some sleep i have my prom 2morrow..... byebye

luv always
jessica

hey there everyone how are u doin??? me ok i guess nothin much has changed lately... well i really don't have much to say so yeah just wanted to do a quick update well i gotta go get ready for work write more later.... byebey

luv always

jessica

hey there how ya'll doin??? me ok i guess.... things r goin better i guess u could say that but than theres my downs... what do u do when u like some one alot but don't know what to do about it??? i dunno what to do n~e more... well ne ways other than that things r great here... wow its almost the end of the year gosh i'm almost a senior... gosh where does the time go... also prom n military ball r around the corner gosh.... ahhhh..... j/k well thats all i have for now write more later... byebye

luv always

jessica